[ in real time vision touches down on the floor of his apartment from where he floated absently in the corner, walks through the space as though it’s material and consequential. his housemate will be home (in an hour). he has the sudden need to make tea. it will still be consumable in an hour, probably. and he doesn’t need his phone to text. ]
I understood your opposition to the Accords. And I also understood that this was a personal matter for you. It wasn’t so, for me.
[ it’s just more neutrality, in the end, or as good as. over the past year and change vision has discovered within himself bias, frustration, criticism, amusement. it’s still easy to keep them at bay, at least long enough not to be too frank over a text conversation. he knows tony has suffered; he doesn’t really know to what extent. and anyway, it might be a relic of some old programming that keeps him delicate with tony stark’s secrets.
instead: ]
It’s interesting. The day of my creation I embraced nuance, relativism. Humans by necessity learn to make peace with their malcontent. And yet as more days pass, it becomes less easy for me to accept no-win scenarios. Sometimes I think I’m growing backwards.
[ he sighs, internally. when he turns his gaze inward all he sees are warning signs.. ]
I would credit this change in part to your leadership, Captain. Against all reason, I did hope for the best. And I continue to, for you.
[ The pathetic truth is that Steve hasn't felt at all optimistic in the past however many weeks. But now it feels like he had a responsibility to keep that alive, and he did nothing about it. ]
I don't think you're growing backwards. I've never found growth to be strictly linear, myself.
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[ in real time vision touches down on the floor of his apartment from where he floated absently in the corner, walks through the space as though it’s material and consequential. his housemate will be home (in an hour). he has the sudden need to make tea. it will still be consumable in an hour, probably. and he doesn’t need his phone to text. ]
I understood your opposition to the Accords. And I also understood that this was a personal matter for you. It wasn’t so, for me.
I didn’t know what would happen.
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[ The deception comment stings. Steve can't tell if Vision meant it to or not. Does he know about Steve's secret? ]
I knew how I wanted it to happen. I didn't want to entertain other outcomes.
Now I don't know if a positive outcome was ever possible.
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instead: ]
It’s interesting. The day of my creation I embraced nuance, relativism. Humans by necessity learn to make peace with their malcontent. And yet as more days pass, it becomes less easy for me to accept no-win scenarios. Sometimes I think I’m growing backwards.
[ he sighs, internally. when he turns his gaze inward all he sees are warning signs.. ]
I would credit this change in part to your leadership, Captain. Against all reason, I did hope for the best. And I continue to, for you.
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I don't think you're growing backwards. I've never found growth to be strictly linear, myself.
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[ this with a touch of wry amusement. ]
So you’ve come to reverse the effects of those weeks?